Swear and tears infused, streaking my cheeks coughed forth by the sudden weight of things that I've neglected to realize.
With intent, this is not the person that I was suppose to become.
I look at you, and my appreciation of your efforts remain unmanifested, unsaid and unheard as I selfishly cast you aside, out of my life.
I know you weep in your prayers, hoping for some salvation for me, your unconditional love not repaid.
Words, they tangle themselves as I try, painfully to tell you that I never wanted it to be this way.
As I try, to express the thick viscous despondence that lay over my thoughts, smothering, suffocating, impeding my soul.
I've lost myself in this chaos of a life I'm leading, without a moment to breathe.
I rush through the seconds of my life, abandoning the principles that I've lived by.
Rolling, uncontrollably from one moment to the next oblivious, yes consciously oblivious, to the changes around me.
And more importantly, within me, the fragments of your soul in this world that is reading this, and you can make out what it is I'm trying to address.
Yes, finally.
I love you so much, you mean the world to me and I miss you dearly.
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